I'm just not real good at some things. Okay. I'm not real good at lots of things. For instance, I know I can't decorate a cake like Duff from Ace of Cakes. I can't ice sculpt (though I've never tried, so really...that one's up in the air). And I can't seem to stop letting certain people push my buttons. Only the last item is the one bothering me at the moment.
I constantly (seriously...) tell Ben, "Quit letting her (yes...Belle) push your buttons! Just ignore her!" Why can't I grasp that concept?
As I'm in the middle of said buttons being pushed, there is something in the very, back, far reaches of my mind going, "Is there more to this? Am I missing something?" So, invariably, I question it.
Stupid. No?
Stupid. Yes.
I don't like things unsettled. Never have. I like to talk things out. Girl + Scorpio = Talkie, talkie, feelings, feelings. I like things all out in the open. Irritating to those who could care less if things are here, there or everywhere. So, how do I combat this? How do you adopt that 'I-don't-give-a-crap' attitude? Or, is this an attitude I really want to adopt? If we were all like that ('I-don't-care-people'), what would life be like? Maybe the fact that some of us have buttons and others are there to do the pushing is one of the the things that equals-out the universe.
I don't know. But, I do know I need to get at least a little more 'whatever'. Wish me luck.
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