JUST TRY...

I just can't even...

And, so...I'm gonna try. 

STILL

Still one of the best songs I've ever heard.

Still makes me cry.

Still makes me feel a little kicked in the gut.





Make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I’ve known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I’d go hungry, I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling down the avenue
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rollin’ sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

NEVER SAY NEVER. LIKE...EVER.

I've noticed something about myself over the course of the past six months or so. I haven't decided if it is a good thing or not, but I'm going with it regardless.

I am becoming a bit of a neophiliac.

It's a word. Look it up. And no...it's not a horrible disease.

We all know life is all about change. Our experiences tend to mold us into who we are, leading to the development of our values and beliefs. And while my character remains intact, my desire to push boundaries (my own, of course) has started to increase.

I have become more self-aware and not so afraid. That's right.

I have done things I never thought I would do. And...get this...have given myself permission to enjoy them.

While unable to pinpoint exactly why this newfound attitude has come about, I am able to identify a couple of locations. Mainly people. From trying new things to becoming a little more relaxed with who I am...it's been a huge jump out of my little box of a world.

The walls around me have come down a little more. I find I am not really caring about what people think as much as I used to. Figure if they have a problem with me or something I am doing, it is just that...their problem. Afterall, my life choices don't affect them. It is far more likely I don't cross near as many people's minds as I once thought I did. And that is a good thing.

Part of the reason for this change is due to a handful of people who have made a very welcome return to my life. I've known them each for 25-plus years, but have only stayed in touch with each very briefly. The "How are you doing?" message on Facebook, etc... was really the extent of our repertoire. I have become reaquainted with each at different times over the past couple years and each has made an awesome impact on me. I have enjoyed laughing, crying, reminiscing, and loving these people more than I ever thought possible.

A huge thank you to them for reminding me about true love and friendship. The ties that bind will never be broken between us and I am so thankful.

Always remember and never forget: If you never try, you'll never know. 

TODAY = GOOD

Started the day by working out with my bestie (yes, women my age are still allowed to use the term "bestie"). Mainly because we are awesome enough to have a mini snowball fight in the parking lot upon leaving the gym. (Again...apologies to the family who wouldn't let their son have a snowball fight and we had one in front of him. By accident. #oops).

Then I had a productive day at work. #determined

Got both kids picked up from school just a little early to avoid all the crazy people who can't drive in the snow and ice. #iamoneofthem

Once home, let Stella play (and eat) in the snow. #happyrescue

Made a big pot of chili for two happy kids and got to snuggle with one (the girl...she will watch my shows) until she fell asleep on my lap. #love

All-in-all...I'm definitely counting today as GOOD. #blessed


Always remember and never forget: Concentrate on your blessings and they will surface. #quitpouting